I suppose now would be a good time to update my blog. I figure I should update when I feel that something major is happening in my life. I don't know why people update when all they do is recount their day as if to make sure they remember what they ate for lunch. I mean what's the point of blogs if you don't put down your emotions, thoughts, etc. Sure it's public so you may not want everyone to read it, but I still feel as if it defeats the purpose of writing these. Actually I don't really know why I write these. It always feels as if when I feel like writing something down I'm not near my computer or I don't have anywhere to write it down.
Which reminds me, I need to get a dream journal. Or maybe just a general journal for whatever I have to write down.
Then again knowing me I might be too lazy to do it....I wish I weren't so lazy. How do you change that?
Anyways, school feels like it's more pressure. It's probably because I'm lazy. WHY?
Laziness seems to be the root of all my problems. If I could just get on top of things I'm sure it'd be all better, but until that happens I guess I'm stuck living this way. I feel like I'm saying this as if I know everything. At 15 though how much can you really know?
Which reminds me, I wanted to write or do something about the education system.
How can I expect myself to accomplish these goals I have for myself when I can barely update these regularly? I don't know...failure seems like an evermore appealing option. For the short run anyways. Long run....who knows, I might strike it lucky with something. College?I don't even know what I want to be. I'm still hanging on the idea of going into something related to film. Photographer has become more appealing to me. Maybe...who knows.
Which reminds me, Eagle. I need to get my shit together.
Emotion wise I feel not happy. I don't want to say depressed because I don't really think that's what it is. More like...I feel empty, but heavy at the same time. Bouts of anger when I'm arguing with someone are really the only times I feel alive. I feel the blood rush through my veins. The color return to my face? I don't really know. Maybe it's just that I like someone...I don't really want to say that I do though because I don't feel like I do, at the same time some how I do.
Which reminds me, I'm a liar. Sorry to the person I lied to even though they'll probably never see this.
Which reminds me, I want some more Adiddas and some Kangol hats. Godfather hats, Fedoras.
Which reminds me, I want to watch some more movies.
Which reminds me, I don't really like writing these because I don't think I can really express the way I feel, or think through words. Maybe if I was better with the English language I would want to be a writer. That's one reason I feel like I want to do something with film or photography. Words are powerful. Images are more powerful. In my opinion, but this my blog so I guess I don't really have to say that.
Which reminds me, computers. I want to upgrade. Or something so I can enjoy some Orange Box and Bioshock from the comfort of my room.
I remember some people actually bothered to read these when I would update more, but now I would bet that no one will read this....until after a long time has passed. I'll end this the way I used to though.
"Doubt whom you will, but never yourself."-Christine Bovee
"Just think of the tragedy of teaching children not to doubt."-Clarence Darrow
"To have doubted one's own first principles is the mark of a civilized man."-Oliver Wendell Holmes Jr.
Monday, October 15, 2007
Saturday, September 15, 2007
For What It's Worth
Lets get the formalities out of the way. Yes, I haven't updated in a long time. Yes, there shouldn't be a post about Flagstaff still.
This is a new beginning as I am going to disregard all posts previous to this one.
Lately, I've been thinking about the time I live in. I feel like I've been born too late. Maybe it's just delusions of a simpler time, but the world we live in seems like it's spiraling into oblivion. Global warming, war, genocide, globalization, chips being implanted into people, the corporate hold over people, etc. How much longer until it all it just all collapses? Or until the men in control finally take over and unite the world under one government?
One government, one country, one leader. Rockefeller, Rothschild, and the like are the ones in control. The North American Union...ever heard of it? Probably not. If you haven't, aren't you interested in why you don't know about something like that? The chips to track you where ever you go. The dumbing down of America. The New World Order.
“It is well enough that people of the nation do not understand our banking and monetary system, for if they did, I believe there would be a revolution before tomorrow morning.”
- Henry Ford
“Some even believe we (the Rockefeller family) are part of a secret cabal working against the best interests of the United States, characterizing my family and me as ‘internationalists’ and of conspiring with others around the world to build a more integrated global political and economic structure – one world, if you will. If that's the charge, I stand guilty, and I am proud of it.”
- David Rockefeller, Memoirs, page 405
"We are on the verge of a global transformation. All we need is the right major crisis and the nations will accept the New World Order."
- David Rockefeller
“Bankers own the earth; take it away from them but leave them with the power to create credit; and, with a flick of a pen, they will create enough money to buy it back again... If you want to be slaves of bankers and pay the cost of your own slavery, then let the bankers control money and control credit.”
- Sir Josiah Stamp, Director, Bank of England, 1940.
“Give me control of a nation's money and I care not who makes it's laws."
- Mayer Amschel Bauer Rothschild
http://amtruth.com/NWOquotes1
There has to be something to all this, right?
Watch.
Zeitgeist - The Movie, 2007
Why We Fight
The Corporation
America: From Freedom to Facism
This Is What Democracy Looks Like
Manufacturing Consent: Noam Chomsky and the Media
The Income Tax is a LIE.
Is a revolution in order?
"In the world I see - you are stalking elk through the damp canyon forests around the ruins of Rockefeller Center. You'll wear leather clothes that will last you the rest of your life. You'll climb the wrist-thick kudzu vines that wrap the Sears Tower. And when you look down, you'll see tiny figures pounding corn, laying strips of venison on the empty car pool lane of some abandoned superhighway. " - Tyler Durden
Maybe you think I'm just talking out of my ass, but this is what I believe. A revolution is in order.
This is a new beginning as I am going to disregard all posts previous to this one.
Lately, I've been thinking about the time I live in. I feel like I've been born too late. Maybe it's just delusions of a simpler time, but the world we live in seems like it's spiraling into oblivion. Global warming, war, genocide, globalization, chips being implanted into people, the corporate hold over people, etc. How much longer until it all it just all collapses? Or until the men in control finally take over and unite the world under one government?
One government, one country, one leader. Rockefeller, Rothschild, and the like are the ones in control. The North American Union...ever heard of it? Probably not. If you haven't, aren't you interested in why you don't know about something like that? The chips to track you where ever you go. The dumbing down of America. The New World Order.
“It is well enough that people of the nation do not understand our banking and monetary system, for if they did, I believe there would be a revolution before tomorrow morning.”
- Henry Ford
“Some even believe we (the Rockefeller family) are part of a secret cabal working against the best interests of the United States, characterizing my family and me as ‘internationalists’ and of conspiring with others around the world to build a more integrated global political and economic structure – one world, if you will. If that's the charge, I stand guilty, and I am proud of it.”
- David Rockefeller, Memoirs, page 405
"We are on the verge of a global transformation. All we need is the right major crisis and the nations will accept the New World Order."
- David Rockefeller
“Bankers own the earth; take it away from them but leave them with the power to create credit; and, with a flick of a pen, they will create enough money to buy it back again... If you want to be slaves of bankers and pay the cost of your own slavery, then let the bankers control money and control credit.”
- Sir Josiah Stamp, Director, Bank of England, 1940.
“Give me control of a nation's money and I care not who makes it's laws."
- Mayer Amschel Bauer Rothschild
http://amtruth.com/NWOquotes1
There has to be something to all this, right?
Watch.
Zeitgeist - The Movie, 2007
Why We Fight
The Corporation
America: From Freedom to Facism
This Is What Democracy Looks Like
Manufacturing Consent: Noam Chomsky and the Media
The Income Tax is a LIE.
Is a revolution in order?
"In the world I see - you are stalking elk through the damp canyon forests around the ruins of Rockefeller Center. You'll wear leather clothes that will last you the rest of your life. You'll climb the wrist-thick kudzu vines that wrap the Sears Tower. And when you look down, you'll see tiny figures pounding corn, laying strips of venison on the empty car pool lane of some abandoned superhighway. " - Tyler Durden
Maybe you think I'm just talking out of my ass, but this is what I believe. A revolution is in order.
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