Inferior

I think about my future and where I'm going to end up from things I am doing right now.I have straight A's and people say that I have a natural ability for everything I do.I don't mean to brag and many of you may be envious, but I don't think that it's that great.I mean most people have things they're better at than everything else, right?Even if it isn't academic such as skateboarding, but what about me?Right now for me it seems that everything I do I'll probably do pretty well at leaving me with many job opportunities, which should be great.But I feel like I have no definite future not even a slight glimpse into it.I know what I like such as movies, music, books, food, etc. But I've never made any sort of movie, I'm not that good at playing music, I'm not a good writer(Just look at my blogs.I'm sure I have plenty of spelling and grammatical errors.Look I don't even use paragraphs!), and I'm not the greatest cook in the world.I may be good at everything I do, but I'm only that, good. I'm not excellent or superb at anything I do.I mean sure I have those times when I'm just on a roll with what I'm doing, but those never last long.Even with things that I think I know pretty well if I look into them more I'm only scratching the surface and that I know nothing at all. I feel inferior to everyone else around me. An IQ test will show you that.114?Or somewhere near that number.Maybe it's just too early to tell.Maybe I just need something that I can express all of my ideas through, but until that I'm still going to feel inferior.No one special. Except maybe my hair.

Oh and of course it's raining!Gotta love rain.

"In these matters the only certainty is that nothing is certain."-Pliny the Elder

"Doubt is not a pleasant condition, but certainty is absurd."-Voltaire

"Not to be absolutely certain is, I think, one of the essential things in rationality."-Bertrand Russell